Bill White, a colleague and friend, first introduced me to two ideas that resonated deep within me.

  1. Recovery is Contagious and
  2. Recovery Carriers

When I heard this, I instantly compared these concepts to a disease model and how illness spreads (a long time ago, I majored in biology at UConn and I recall a few things, very few).  We all understand about airborne pathogens, about how  bacteria or viruses can be transmitted  by contact. We take steps to not spread disease by covering our mouths when we cough and washing our hands. But with recovery, we don’t want to prevent infection, we want to promote it.

So what makes recovery contagious?

I know when I sit with others with long-term recovery, I catch something. I feel something positive. What specifically do I catch? Do people become infected, or as Bill says “affected” because of our experience, hope and love? I think so.

This transmission is intangible, dare I say, spiritual in nature.

Let me offer an illustration. I believe all people are born with light in their souls – the light of life. Let’s envision the source of that light to be fire – an ancient concept.

Ever gaze into the eyes of a newborn or an infant? The light in their eyes transforms lives. The birth of my daughter, and the power in her gaze, permanently disrupted the bond cocaine had on my life.

As a child grows the flame either brightens or diminishes. Environmental factors and personal experience influence the flame. For me, from my late teens to my twenties, addiction sought to extinguish me. I plied my system with drugs and doused the flame with fear, doubt, denial, arrogance, self-hatred, shame and guilt. Addiction, along with my attitude, nearly snuffed my fire out. With my body often cold and my eyes dull, death loomed nearby.

Then a brilliant gaze from a newborn daughter stoked a dying ember deep within. Soon thereafter, the light in the eyes of people with many years of recovery caught my attention. I sat amongst them and basked in their warmth. Their fires encouraged my own.

That’s the contagion. That’s what we carry. Fire.

Like real fire, the more our internal fire blazes, the more our countenance warms and our eyes brighten. We awaken. People naturally gravitate to us. When in the presence of a fire carrier (or Firestarter*), another person draws from that fire.

In a profession where we tend to complicate matters and overthink solutions, our greatest gift we bring to an interaction with another person is our presence. Period. Here are some questions to ask yourself concerning your ability to be present.

  • Do you genuinely care about others?
  • How comfortable are you sitting with someone in pain?
  • Do you find that listening, just listening, to someone comes naturally to you?
  • Are you sincerely curious?
  • Do you have the ability to “put yourself in someone else’s shoes”?

Answering yes to these questions reveals a solid foundation on which to serve as a recovery coach.

From my work with hundreds of recovery coaches, I noticed that people successful in the  role possess some common characteristics – warmth, kindness, respect, curiosity, compassion, empathy and love. To me, they have tended to their internal flames well.

That’s why self-care is vitally important. In order to coach recovery for extended lengths of time, we must take care of ourselves. Wouldn’t you agree?

Today, the recovery coach profession faces many challenges; accountability to an agency that misunderstands the role; specific certifications to meet funding requirements; delivery of the service in recovery-hostile environments and others.  I hear discouraging stories far too often. Encounters with “the system” often lead recovery coaches down an alley toward confusion, frustration and fear. Doubt creeps in about their ability to conduct the work.

Sometimes a well-timed question helps turn the tide.

“Can you be present with the person you’re helping?”

“Yes. Of course.”

“Then focus on that. It’s the most important aspect of our role.”

Be present. Be warm. Be you.

*Early on in my career as a recovery advocate I was profoundly and gratefully influenced by the Wellbriety movement and the Firestarters initiative.

In 2015, I finished a thruhike of the entire Appalachian Trail, a trek of 2,189.2 miles. It took 189 days and 6 pairs of boots.  During that sacred time, my purpose in life became more precisely defined.  I am, simply, to coach recovery.  Recovery saved me from an early demise and brought purpose to my tattered life.  I have learned that I’m a coach to my very core. I am blessed to put the two together. I started work at the Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR) in January 1999.  I became the Executive Director of this recovery community organization in 2004.  I have trained the CCAR Recovery Coach Academy© dozens of times and have a hand in modifying, improving and adapting various recovery coach curricula.  I’m old enough now to start considering my legacy. This is one way for me to share lessons learned in my recovery, in my role as Executive Director and a trainer. When I engage with others, I present the same messages repeatedly.  It’s time to write them down.

Phil “Right Click” Valentine
Recovery established 12.28.87

 

Phil "Right Click" Valentine

Phil "Right Click" Valentine

In 2015, I finished a thruhike of the entire Appalachian Trail, a trek of 2,189.2 miles. It took 189 days and 6 pairs of boots. During that sacred time, my purpose in life became more precisely defined. I am, simply, to coach recovery. Recovery saved me from an early demise and brought purpose to my tattered life. I have learned that I’m a coach to my very core. I am blessed to put the two together. I started work at the Connecticut Community for Addiction Recovery (CCAR) in January 1999. I became the Executive Director of this recovery community organization in 2004. I have trained the CCAR Recovery Coach Academy© dozens of times and have a hand in modifying, improving and adapting various recovery coach curricula. I’m old enough now to start considering my legacy. This is one way for me to share lessons learned in my recovery, in my role as Executive Director and a trainer. When I engage with others, I present the same messages repeatedly. It’s time to write them down.

11 Comments

  • Jennifer says:

    Bravo Phil!

  • Thanks for this Phil. I spend too much time in training new hires on how to get the people we are helping to be “present” with us and not on us to be present with them. We are required to go through this litany of:
    Meet them where they’re at,
    What plan are we working on?,
    What do I need to connect them with/to?,
    How do I document this?
    All of these are the expectations of the job and important to measure success(I guess), but sometimes it just takes being present together.
    “Catch a recovery, you’ll feel better.”

  • Wendy says:

    I couldn’t agree more, Phil! I found recovery 1-1-2016. Tried getting involved with training w an agency in my state (not CCAR). It was next to impossible. With the job I have, I have to give a month’s notice for time off to attend the classes, in which I did get the time off approved, only to receive the email stating I wasn’t approved to take the classes TWO DAYS before they were to begin. So I cancelled the week off I had put in from my work. Guess what? That week had already been scheduled so I then had a week off w no pay! It was literally a nightmare! Can’t afford for that to happen again, so I gave up on going that route. Not sure what else to do, but I didn’t go through all of that part of my life and overcoming it just to sit idle…

  • rick p. says:

    With a sense of Divine purpose we become candles who warm, not infernos that harm. Few things are more powerful than a grateful person radiating infectious enthusiasm. Excellent article.

  • Confirmation, more fuel to my fire!

  • Thank you Phil! This is so good. I want to do this so much! I loved the Coaching Academy and really want to do it. I have some questions though.
    Michele Angell
    shellw32@yahoo.com

  • Gri says:

    Thank you for sharing this powerful message. I thought about how accurate our body shows addiction as well. In addiction 101 the mri of an addicted brain shows how the areas go dim until there are very few areas of light the longer the addiction. And as the recovery time gets longer and longer the areas of the brain start to light up again. This came to my mind as I was reading about the light in your daughter’s eyes. Thank you again.

  • Maureen says:

    I love this, Phil! CCAR understand the power of sharing warmth at each others’ fireplaces and how attractive that is to others “passing by.“
    Thanks for this .
    ❤️ To all.

  • Maggie says:

    The fire of recovery in the Presence…..right here right now catch recovery…..by being WITH someone……through the eyes we see the soul…..(LIFE/LIGHT/FIRE….I love it…
    Simple. The human experience!
    Thanks Phil!

  • Chris VanLeuvan says:

    This reading was beautiful. I especially loved the part about gazing in your infants eyes. I can totally connect with that. I love coaching it is my calling. I don’t feel I work at all I am so passionate about the work I do and it is such an amazing job to have. I am truly blessed.

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